Hiatus Century

Today also I want to peal about a long - very long absent from me from blogging. I'm feeling really hard to leave, and make this blog becomes full of dusk.
Because school will begin tomorrow and sooner the a lot of exams will come, my target after OSN is waiting for me - that is grab a scholarship for study in Geology Faculty at Singapore. National Examination (UN) and all of the preparations is require me to focus on it.
Please support me in your prayer too, Guys.
I promise I still make a post for this blog and Ask Me Why won't become abandoned - blog, but I will reduce to write the post. Not everyday, maybe only one post for several months.

Argh, feeling so terrible right now.
Goodbye.

S.A

My Friend, True Friend

“True friends stab you in the front.”

-Oscar Wilde-

Today is Sunday, and this is very special day. My friend, Aga, has her sweet seventeen birthday. And I will tell many things - a lot of things - about you, especially for you, Aga. Happy birthday !

The first time I saw you, is in MABIS (Student Orientation) SMAK Penabur Gading Serpong 2009, maybe you didn't even realize until now that my eyes looked at you that time. You weared a batik blouse with white skirt, yes, it is your JHS uniform. I thought you are a cheerful girl (and my thought is right after I become your friend for almost 3 years. Haha.)
I already recognize that I'm not a match partner for you. I'm so quiet, most of the times when we're on a chitchat, I just don't know what to say if you'd told me a lot of stories about your family, your home, your holiday, your music, and the others.

And when you're hangin' out with me, I don't know what to do, and how to do it with you, because I'm not a kind of enchanting person - not like you.

Sorry. I haven't tried enough to be a best friend for you. But you're always be my best friend, deep down in my heart.

Aga and me

Pesparawi 2011 @ Universitas Pelita Harapan

Love,

Sherley

Photo Gallery of the BBQ Party

Alfred and Grace. The Romantic Couple.

After the Rain

At last we ate this fist together (There are 3 fishes) with peanut sauce. But I had been full with satay and I don't know the taste's like.

Ivan and Michelle

The boys is coming !

Rikho. Tried to burned the charcoal.

Ivan. Spreaded the corn with butter.

Frankfurter with BBQ sauce. Before grilled.

From left to right : Alfred, Louis, Rikho, Ruben. Looks like Ruben can't wait to ate the fish.

Alfred and Gede was busy with their phones. Invited the others to Aga's house.

The girls went to fried the french fries at kitchen. Except Grace (the one with the shortest hair). LOL.

Perfect Result

Fifiani and Ito

Go mad about satay. Yeah !

Lemon tea (Limited Edition)

Love,
Sherley

Wonderful God

This morning I went to school because the announcement about our new classes can be seen in front of the administration room. And thank God, thousands thanks to God, I got the great class, and most of my friends from XI Science 2 are still be with me.
Can't wait to start new lessons in the next Monday ! Yeah ! I've got the new spirit for change my bad habits and of course make a new highscore on my study report.

p . s : About the BBQ party yesterday, that was so fun. The photos will coming soon ( re : tomorrow )

Love,

Sherley

Singing Etc

Yahoo, feeling so happy right now, because I can sing in choir exercise after long time because I was so busy with OSN and tons of exams that made me crazy and made we can't see each other for long time. Glad to see Ms. Eva, my coach. Really miss her voice when she becomes mad to the boys. LOL.
This evening I will go to Aga's house (I already told you in the previous post about GS Challenge. I took her photo with Cyo.) for BBQ party because soon several of us be separated in the different class. Sometimes really hard to face the reality, but time always moving foward, with or without us - indeed.

The pathetic side of choir. We can't see the show from the beginning until the end - at all. But we're always enjoy our responsibility.

Sellan, my beautiful friend.

John. Prove that everyone has their own narcissistic side.

Love,
Sherley

Deja Vu

As my promise yesterday to share my holiday photos. This is it.

Sunset with the view of the Krakatoa

Thanks for giving me the beautiful memories, Anyer. See you again next time. I'll miss you.

Love,

Sherley

Happier than Before

Sorry for not leave any posts in this 2 days. Because finally I have 'real' holiday time and I went to Marbella (again) because I miss my hometown so much and I want to go there as soon as possible, and this is the right time. I will post my photos there to redeem my guily feeling. Hope you'll like it !

In my hometown, Cilegon, I have met my old friend, he becomes the one I've never expected before. But I'm so glad to see you again deat Mr. G. The question that's still makes me curious is : "Do you still remember our memories that happened long long time ago? And the way we teasing each other?"

And about OSN, I failed in it. It means my dream to have a gold medal is stop here. One thing for sure, God always loves me so He has a best plan for me. One of my dreams has ended, but He will make other dreams that's higher and more amazing than OSN. Nothing left from me to lose, I just need to obey what God wants. I have tried to walked with my own way and He rebuked me and bring me to Him again. He made me realized that I'm happier than before.

I have tried my best and put everything on it. If I still cannot make it, means luck is not yet on my side.

-Tiffany William-

Lots of Love,

Sherley Agustine

Almost the End

Maybe many school will begin their school-activities from the next week. And I still can breathe slowly, because my holiday will end in the 18th of July.
But times flew by and I don't even realize it. What I know for sure is I haven't had a quality time. I spent the day only with my laptop without opened my exercise book.
I don't know if my brain's already too tired to proceed that subject or I'm just too lazy to getting smarter.
By the way, yesterday I was heading to John Waller Official Website when I found this. Write your name there not to show the world who you are or what you've done as a christian, but it's your commitment to serve Him.

This is the video from John Waller's new album "As for Me and My house". Check it out and be blessed.

Love,

Sherley

Wherever It Will Go

And about the announcement that had made me so messy (mentioned in my previous post), it's just a 'hoax' and I am very grateful God has calmed-down on me.
Every morning I like to listen and sing many songs in my playlist. It just like a mood-booster for me, and always be the answers to my anxiety. Because God has lots of ways to makes me stronger.

I want to be a man like Abraham

He went to a foreign land

'cause You said go he trusted You by faith

Of a tiny mustard see to mountains we can speak

Believe and move them by faith

Faith is Living - John Waller

Photo is taken from flickr

Love,

Sherley

What Faith Is

Yesterday one of my facebook friends posted a new status that says OSN announcemet will notified in yesterday midnight or today. I don't know where he get that information and it is still uncertain, but it made me crazy already. You must have the responsibility for you've done to me, you know ! Haha.
This morning my feeling is better because I know God will make a way if I just believe in Him. That's what faith is.

So what are you waiting for? What do you have to lose?

Your insecurities, they try to hold to you

But you know you're made for more, so don't be afraid to move

Your faith is all it takes, and you can walk on the water, too

Walk on the Water - Britt Nicole

Photos is taken from flickr

With Love,

Sherley

Panic

Now you can't blame me if I'm saying 'this is morning' right now. And the first thing I do after morning prayer is.. checking siswapsma.org (again and again until the announcemet).

I don't really know what the feeling is (but one thing for sure this isn't love), but it dirturbes and very annoying to me. Makes me can't eat (a lot as usual) and can't sleep well. I hope I won't get insomnia soon.

And I wanna tell you the other story that you must know about me. Did you know the thing that I always do before the school-test? That is...

Make many photoshoots. You may think it's odd and unimportant, but it works.

I took the photos below before the biology test in the next day.

Love you always,

Sherley

Beating Hard

Now my feeling is more and more anxious. The announcement of OSN will publish in next week, but the date is still unknown.

And I can't stop to check this site for know the info immediately.

God, please bless me and SMAK GS team to have the successful result. And soon we can go to Manado together.

My mom plans to goes to JIExpo (Pekan Raya Jakarta) today, but it has been canceled because I have severe stomachache. Huh, maybe next time.

W/ Love,

Sherley

Train The Brain

Nothing else to do, just playing game all day off. This is other facebook game that makes me getting addicted recenly.

For you who haven't tried this game yet, this game's very interesting, especially for me, 'cause it can gives your brain a light exercise.
Usually our brain is become frozen in the holiday and it's a big trouble when the school activity will start again soon. So makes your brain always on fire !

Lots of Love,

Sherley

There's No Blue or Green

Colored my nails with turquoise color and I just heart it. My mom said the color's like the wall-paint, but that's the way I am. A little bit unusual.
And I really enjoy when I'm playing with my dog, although sometimes I become very angry because he likes to bit my hands hardly.