Everything happens for a reason. They said.
S.A
Showing posts with label my sorrow. Show all posts
Showing posts with label my sorrow. Show all posts
Practical exam status : done. Thanks to God, I got no remedial for all subject.
Today I wanna share about the activity that I've done yesterday with my class, XII Science 3. We took the photoshoot for the yearbook at Istana Nelayan Hotel, Tangerang. Photos will coming very soon at Ask Me Why.
Time flies too fast for me. Recently I just feels like XII Science 3 is my last home after 3 years of my highschool study. The chain between us is getting closer and closer.
After all this time I can't believe the class'll be changed (again) for the sake of better scores on national exam. So started from next week, the class will be specified by the scores of math and physics subject of the latest try out. There are A, B, and C class.. yeah I'm in the class B as an average-scored student.
Really I can't stand this idea. I know exactly it's arranged for our good..
But do the know the student's feeling when they see others in class A while they're in class C? Isn't it the meaning of 'fair'?
And do you ever realize that our time as 12th graders for being together is just a few months from now until we're graduate? Should we sacrifice our joy just for a marking on the bold paper?
With all of my respect, I convey what's in my mind and never mean to blame anyone.
S.A
Today is my bad day I think. Wake up with gloomy face. My limit for physics, math, and chemistry already in its peak. I try do not make the condition worse, so I still try to put a smile on my face, although only a little smile.
Below are the picture that I caught when my house had blackout 2 days ago. Love the gradient of color in the wall and blue at bottom of the candle light.
S.A
Nowadays my life's full of assignments and exams (I know you will bored to hear me say this all over again). But everybody has a chance to express what he/she is feeling. So please listening me for awhile.
Many teachers I think - give the extreme problem solving that make my scores go down. Yes, they say it's for my goodness sooner or later. Yes, they say I can't give up now.
God I always pray to You for give me Your strength to get through it all, cause until July the lessons in school will become crazier.
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Sorry God, I am just a human that can't stop complaining without know Your plans for me.
"You love me. Just have Your way."
Tomorrow will be my third Edufair since I've been in highschool. So exiciting and also so sad for me. It's a strange thing when I'm in my seat as an audience, watches choir sing without me. I want so much to practice the songs, guys. However I must choose what's first and second based on my priority. For study harder, requires more time from me. That's why people say make a coice is never easy.
Photo is taken from Flickr
Love,
Sherley
See this on today's national newspaper? Maybe who watched the match last night know exactly what I mean. The umpire from South Korea, stopped the game after 76 minutes because the supporters in Gelora Bung Karno acted really embarrasing, even "President of Indonesia leaved the location when the game was stopped." as the words below the headline say . They throwed the Bahrain team with empty mineral bottle and fireworks when they made the 2nd goal. Luckily, the game started again with a requirement that the supporters must keep their behaviors. I am want to say deep sorry as Indonesian to all of you who feel harmed.
S.A
